Vestibule ABANDONMENT "In that moment I realized I no longer believed in God" ABANDONMENT PRESENCE "How do we be present to a God who’s no longer there?" PRESENCE FEAR "What might God ask of me if I actually listened?” FEAR RISK "Risk happens prior to consent or trust” RISK CERTAINTY “What do you need to unknow?” CERTAINTY DOUBT “Truth is worked out in relation to the God whose complexity embraces mine” DOUBT ABANDONMENT “…and in that moment I realized I no longer believed in God.” ABANDONMENT PRESENCE "How do we be present to a God who’s no longer there?" PRESENCE FEAR “…what might God ask of me if I actually listened?” FEAR RISK “…risk happens prior to consent or trust.” RISK CERTAINTY “what do you need to unknow?” CERTAINTY DOUBT “truth is worked out in relation to the God whose complexity embraces mine.” DOUBT